be an obstacle
be soft
rules are weird and helpful at the same time
my brain is making strategies upon how to remain soft and open
i can’t make it work like that
the brain strategy is not making me soft. the brain strategy results in ideas/ambitions about the ideal way to be soft and open
i can never live up to those ambitions
i choose to focus in practice
where the feet are walking
what the hands are creating
what the body engages in
with the purpose to tell myself, what i create, think, communicate in a given moment is good enough
i’m aware that what i produce and present isn’t perfect compared to my ambition and may never be
but that is okay
in this way i can stay active
in this way i’m communicating with my surroundings in a fluid pace
in a pace that reflects where i am
we connect
we get soft
we get empty of words
when we are most vulnerable we laugh
i’m a transit i’m a fishnet i catch i hold i keep an eye i am staying
fluid
flexible
transcending
through time and space
continuously on the verge to drift away into another atmosphere
continuously on the verge to sink in the mud
balancepoint