Have you discovered freedom? No, or yes – maybe yes – I do not know. How does it feel? Strange I guess. And a little bid weird. But I like it. How? Because I feel alive. I feel alive! How does it feel? I do not know. Different? I want to die! Why? Because then I know what it means to live when I wake up again. Where do you…
When something happens or something does not end up happening, I spontaneously read it as a sign. Does it make me surrender to the flow of life or does it make me passive? Somebody wrote in my childhood diary that the most important things are those that are yet to happen. I don’t have anything to say about teaching. But I believe in one thing: all the teachings…
Am I the reason? Where is my sanity located -? In my body? Who is sane? Destruction comes in many shades – it is a mechanism necessary in a process of development. To leave behind – to forgive – to let, decay. When we forgive we destroy an old thought or feeling toward an episode, state situation or person. We gradually disassemble a structure of defense. Is it possible that…
i wanted to give you a posibility to hear my voice – i recorded my-self last week – as an attempt to get rid of an overhwelming feeling – but i cannot figure out how to upload it here – so i have written it for you – i was thinking about you when i talked into the recorder – i was thinking about what is going to…
